Kim Kardashian is pulling again the curtain on the darker facet of her relationship with Kanye West.

In a brand new episode of Call Her Daddy, the fact star and entrepreneur described components of her marriage as “toxic,” opening up concerning the toll it took on her psychological well being and the tough resolution to stroll away.

Kardashian revealed that her marriage to the rapper, now legally often known as Ye, was marked by emotional instability and unpredictability. She recalled waking up every day uncertain “what you’re going to get,” describing that uncertainty as deeply unsettling. “You want to be supportive,” she stated, “but when things don’t change, you start to lose yourself.”

The Skims founder additionally described moments when West’s erratic habits went past emotional pressure. At one level, she got here dwelling to seek out that he had given away their 5 Lamborghinis throughout what she known as one among his “episodes.” The incident, she stated, left her feeling each emotionally and financially unsafe.

Kardashian defined that in the end, her resolution to depart was rooted in her need to guard her peace and be a greater guardian. “I had to save myself to be the mom I want to be,” she stated, referencing her 4 kids—North, Saint, Chicago, and Psalm.

While she acknowledged that their break up was painful, she emphasised that her precedence was sustaining stability for her children. “I didn’t want them growing up in chaos,” she added.

Despite the hardships, Kim made it clear that she doesn’t see her marriage as a complete failure. She mirrored on the enjoyment and progress that got here from their relationship, noting that she tends to “remember the good parts more than the bad.”

“It wasn’t all toxic,” she stated. “There were beautiful moments and a lot of love. But at some point, love isn’t enough if you’re losing yourself.”